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Thursday, October 11th, 2007
8:56 pm	Listenin' to fuckin' B2K faggot, go to raves faggot Damn it feels good to be a gangsta A real gangsta-ass nigga plays his cards right A real gangsta-ass nigga never runs his fuckin mouth Cuz real gangsta-ass niggas don't start fights And niggas always gotta high cap Showin' all his boys how he shot em But real gangsta-ass niggas don't flex nuts Cuz real gangsta-ass niggas know they got em And everythings cool in the mind of a gangsta Cuz gangsta-ass niggas think deep Up three-sixty-five a year 24/7 Cuz real gangsta ass niggas don't sleep And all I gotta say to you Wannabe, gonnabe, cocksuckin', pussy-eatin' prankstas Cuz when the fry dies down what the fuck you gonna do Damn it feels good to be a gangsta Damn it feels good to be a gangsta Feedin' the poor and hepin out wit they bills Although I was born in Jamaica Now I'm in the US makin' deals Damn it feels good to be a gangsta I mean one that you don't really know Ridin' around town in a drop-top Benz Hittin' switches in my black six-fo' Now gangsta-ass niggas come in all shapes and colors Some got killed in the past But this gangtsa here is a smart one Started living for the lord and I'll last Now all I gotta say to you Wannabe, gonnabe, pussy-eatin' cocksuckin' prankstas When the shit jumps off what the fuck you gonna do Damn it feels good to be a gangsta Damn it feels good to be a gangsta A real gangta-ass nigga knows the play Real gangsta-ass niggas get the flyest of the bitches Ask that gangsta-ass nigga Little Jake Now bitches look at gangsta-ass niggas like a stop sign And play the role of Little Miss Sweet But catch the bitch all alone get the digit take her out and then dump-hittin' the ass with the meat Cuz gangsta-ass niggas be the gang playas And everythings quiet in the clique A gangsta-ass nigga pulls the trigger And his partners in the posse ain't tellin' off shit Real gangsta-ass niggas don't talk much All ya hear is the black from the gun blast And real gangsta-ass niggas don't run for shit Cuz real gangsta-ass niggas can't run fast Now when you in the free world talkin' shit do the shit Hit the pen and let the mothafuckas shank ya But niggas like myself kick back and peep game Cuz damn it feels good to be a gangsta And now, a word from the President! Damn it feels good to be a gangsta Gettin voted into the White House Everything lookin good to the people of the world But the Mafia family is my boss So every now and then I owe a favor gettin' down like lettin' a big drug shipment through And send 'em to the poor community So we can bust you know who So voters of the world keep supportin' me And I promise to take you very far Other leaders better not upset me Or I'll send a million troops to die at war To all you Republicans, that helped me win I sincerely like to thank you Cuz now I got the world swingin' from my nuts And damn it feels good to be a gangsta Current Mood: curious Current Music: Jedi Mind Tricks (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 6th, 2007
6:13 pm	I'm not sure of what I see, Cupid, don't fuck with me Earth signs are practical, diligent & hard-working people who are happiest when they are doing something useful. They can be replied upon, & even though it might take them a while to get around to things, they usually get there in the end. These people are more ambitious than they appear & they may be shrewd operators in politics or in business. Their drawbacks are sometimes a lack of speed when action is needed, stubborness & greed & distaste for chancy ventures or of spending money unnecessarily. Most earth sign people are family types who need the security of a good relationship. They rarely walk away from family responsibility, even when one or two family members are difficult to cope with. These subjects are sensual & loving, especially in a relationship that is comfortable & that gives them confidence. They may have a creative streak, although it manifests itself in different ways for each sign. Shrewd & cautious, they can be shortsighted about financial matters & this is often due to a real or imagined fear of poverty. Feminine sign types are introverts who are more thorough & patient than the masculine signs. These types can put up w/ quite a lot of hardship. (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 14th, 2007
4:12 am	Would you fuck me for blow? Hitler is known to have been opposed to women wearing cosmetics (in part because they were made from animal by-products) and sometimes brought the subject up at mealtime. Linge (who was his valet) said Hitler once laughed at traces of Braun's lipstick on a napkin and to tease her, joked, "Soon we will have replacement lipstick made from dead bodies of soldiers." This is honestly baby hitler. The name, "Adolf", comes from Old High German for "noble wolf" ("Adel"="nobility" + "wolf").[1] Hence, not surprisingly, one of Hitler's self-given nicknames was Wolf or Herr Wolf — he began using this nickname in the early 1920s and was addressed by it only by intimates (as "Uncle Wolf" by the Wagners) up until the fall of the Third Reich.[2] The names of his various headquarters scattered throughout continental Europe (Wolfsschanze in East Prussia, Wolfsschlucht in France, Werwolf in Ukraine, etc.) reflect this. By his closest family and relatives, Hitler was known as "Adi". (Comment on this)
2:50 am	America were nazi scientists too   Pharmacological shock was a general term for shock therapy by injecting chemicals such as insulin or metrazol [4]. Psychiatrists in the 1930s also experimented with other chemicals including camphor [5] or ammonium chloride [6] to induce convulsions in their patients.  Metrazol shock therapy involves injecting a patient with Metrazol (cardiazol), a drug that quickly induces powerful brain seizures. It was discovered by Hungarian physician and researcher Ladislas J. Meduna (1896-1964) in 1934 and further researched by Francis Reitmann [2] It was soon superseded by electroconvulsive therapy, because it was difficult to control and had many adverse effects. The violence of the convulsions produced hairline fractures in the vertebrae of many patients, especially those who already suffered from vitamin D deficiency due to the poor diet in psychiatric hospitals Insulin shock therapy involves injecting a patient with a large amount of insulin, which causes convulsions and coma by provoking brain hypoglycemia. It was discovered by Polish physician and researcher Manfred Sakel (1900-1957) in 1933 and was used well until the 1950s for the treatment of depression and psychosis. However, the insulin coma could become irreversible, and a 1939 report found the procedure had a 1.3% mortality from this cause [1]. It is also rarely used now.  Malarial fever therapy involves the inoculation of malarial protozoa into the bloodstream of patients, in order to provoke episodes of intense fever and unconsciousness, which are sometimes followed by convulsions. The method was discovered by an Austrian physician Julius Wagner-Jauregg (1857-1940) in the 1910s, who got the Nobel Prize for his discovery. For a while, it was used for treating the general paresis of the insane, caused by tertiary syphilis. It is no longer used.  Rose Marie Kennedy (September 13, 1918 – January 7, 2005) was the third child and first daughter of Joseph and Rose Kennedy, born a year after the U.S. President John F. Kennedy. She underwent a lobotomy at the age of 23, after which she was totally incapacitated for the rest of her life. Placid and easygoing as a child and teenager, the maturing Rosemary became increasingly assertive in her personality. She was subject to violent mood swings. Some observers have since attributed this behavior to her difficulties in keeping up with her active siblings as well as the hormonal surges associated with sexual maturation. In any case, the family had difficulty dealing with the often stormy Rosemary, who had begun to engage in physical fights and to sneak out at night from the convent where she was being educated and cared for—and her family feared that without proper supervision she might become pregnant or worse. In 1941, when Rosemary was 23, her father was told by doctors that a lobotomy would help calm her "mood swings that the family found difficult to handle at home" [1]. Joseph Kennedy had the procedure performed by neurosurgeon Walter Freeman, director of the laboratories at St. Elizabeths Hospital in Washington, D.C., together with his partner, James W. Watts, MD, from the University of Virginia. Watts performed his neurosurgery training at Massachusetts General Hospital and later became chief of neurosurgery at George Washington University Hospital. Highly regarded, Dr. Watts became the 91st president of the Medical Society of the District of Columbia. At the time of the surgery the procedure was in its infancy. Freeman and Watts had only performed 65 previous lobotomies. The following are the details of this particular case: Dr. Watts performed the surgery while Dr. Freeman supervised. In an interview with investigative reporter Ronald Kessler, Dr. Watts described the procedure: We went through the top of the head, I think she was awake. She had a mild tranquilizer. I made a surgical incision in the brain through the skull. It was near the front. It was on both sides. We just made a small incision, no more than an inch." The instrument Dr. Watts used looked like a butter knife. He swung it up and down to cut brain tissue. "We put an instrument inside," he said. As Dr. Watts cut, Dr. Freeman put questions to Rosemary. For example, he asked her to recite the Lord's Prayer or sing "God Bless America" or count backwards. ... "We made an estimate on how far to cut based on how she responded." ... When she began to become incoherent, they stopped. – James W. Watts (Kessler, 226) Instead of producing the desired result, however, the lobotomy reduced Rosemary to an infantile mentality that left her incontinent and staring blankly at walls for hours. Her verbal skills were reduced to unintelligible babble. Rose Kennedy remarked that although the lobotomy stopped her daughter's violent behavior, it left her completely incapacitated. "Rose was devastated; she considered it the first of the Kennedy family tragedies" (Kessler, 237). Although Freeman performed more than 3,000 lobotomies on individuals with mental illness during his career, [2] today, his lobotomy treatments are viewed as discredited by the mental health community. "If she did division and multiplication, she was over an IQ of 75. She was not mentally retarded. … It could be she had an IQ of 90 in a family where everyone was 130, so it looked like retardation, but she did not fall into IQ 75 and below, which is the definition of mental retardation. … There is no way I can picture her at less that a 90 IQ, but in that family, 90 would be considered retarded." Kessler adds that in Dr. Brown's opinion, the family's treatment of Rosemary led to her mental illness. "I think it's likely she was somewhat slower than the others. Then she was treated as if she was retarded. Then it becomes reactive depression, including rages and loss of control. That is mental illness. … The reason she got depressed was that she reacted to being treated as lesser member of the family." While the children tried to include her in their activities, "given the highly competitive environment of the Kennedy family, they could not help but to communicate to her that she was not up to their standards." The fact that Joe banished Rosemary to live with his aide demonstrated his rejection of her. "The stigma of mental illness in those days was like tuberculosis or cancer or worse. Mental retardation is more benignly not your fault. … Even in [Dr. Watts's] day, performing a lobotomy on someone who was mentally retarded would have been medical malpractice." According to Kessler, Dr. Brown called the suppression of the truth "the biggest mental health cover-up in history." Since the "public story" is still that Rosemary was retarded, the "lack of support for mental illness is part of a total lifelong family denial of what was really so. … Some of us knew the secret and kept it secret …" (Kessler, 232–235). On September 13, 1848, Phineas P Gage was working outside the small town of Cavendish, Vermont on the construction of a railroad track where he was employed as a foreman. One of his duties involved filling the hole with gunpowder, adding a fuse, and then packing in sand with the aid of a large tamping iron. Gage was momentarily distracted and forgot to pour the sand into one hole. Thus, when he went to tamp the sand down, the tamping iron sparked against the rock and ignited the gunpowder, causing the iron to be blown through Gage's head with such force that it landed almost thirty yards (27 meters) behind him. The three foot (1 m) long tamping iron with a diameter of 1.25 inches (3.2 cm) weighing thirteen and a half pounds (6.12 kg) entered his skull below his left cheek bone and exited after passing through the anterior frontal cortex and white matter. Whether the lesion involved both frontal lobes, or was limited only to the left side, remains a matter of controversy. Remarkably, after such a traumatic accident, Gage regained consciousness within a few minutes, was able to speak, and survived a 45-minute ride back to his boarding house while sitting in a cart. As the doctor arrived, he was reportedly conscious, and had a regular pulse of about 60 beats per minute, suggesting that he suffered only minimal blood loss. His left pupil was still reacting to direct light (and stayed that way for the following 10 days), which indicates that the left optic and oculomotor nerves were still functioning, supporting the hypothesis that the tamping iron must have passed laterally to the left optic nerve. After a seemingly complete recovery from such a serious injury, Gage was soon back at work. While early studies by Hanna Damasio and colleagues [1] suggested a bilateral damage to the medial frontal lobes, a recent study by Ratiu and colleagues[2], based on a CT scan of Gage's skull suggests that the extent of Gage's brain injury must have been more limited than previously thought. In light of modern medical science, a bilateral damage of the frontal brain by a projectile measuring 1.25 inches in diameter and weighing thirteen pounds, would unlikely be compatible with survival, since this would imply an extensive damage to vital vascular structures, such as the superior sagittal sinus (however, the rod did not emerge exactly in the midline, and may have missed the sinus by passing beneath it). Nevertheless, Gage survived the traumatic event and reportedly developed personality changes. This is further supported by works done by Raveena, who found such effects to be caused by decreased stess levels, which aided Gage's speedy recovery. Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 25th, 2007
3:26 pm	You have never really been in love until you're seen the dawn rise over the home for the blind   Current Mood: determined (Comment on this)
Friday, March 2nd, 2007
7:59 pm	These people like follow these MILFS to grocery stores....It's crazy... I survived Cheney's hunting trip (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 18th, 2007
7:43 pm	I'm like a lawyer with that way that i'm always trying to get you off Warm sun, feed me up and I'm leery loaded up Loathing for a change And I slip some boil away Swallowed followed, heavy about everything But my love Swallowed sorrowed I'm with everyone and yet not just wanted to be myself hey you said that you would love to try some hey you said you would love to die some in the middle of a worm on a fish hook you're the wave you're the wave you're the wave Swallowed borrowed Heavy about everything But my love Swallowed hollowed Sharp about everyone But yourself Swallowed oh no I'm with every one and yet not I'm with everyone and you're not I'm on everyone and yet Piss on self-esteem Forward Busted knee Sick head Blackened lungs And I'm a simple selfish son Swallowed followed Swallowed oh no I'm with everyone and yet not Got to get away from here I miss the one that I love a lot I miss the one that I love a lot (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 30th, 2006
4:49 pm	Atheists aren't citizens. The government on Thursday unveiled 144 revised civic questions it will try out on immigrants who want to become Americans, as part of an effort to design a more meaningful citizenship test.  Applicants must verbally answer six of 10 questions right to pass the civics portion of the test. The government wants the citizenship test to require a better understanding of America's history and government institutions. It expects to spend about $6.5 million to make the changes, said Alfonso Aguilar, director of the citizenship office. Citizenship and Immigration Services has been working for several years to redesign the test. A 2003 attempt was tried out in some cities, failed and was scuttled. Under the draft questions, no longer would it be sufficient to name the three branches of government (executive, legislative and judicial). Applicants could also be asked why there are three branches. The questions will be tried out early next year in Albany, N.Y.; Boston; Charleston, S.C.; Denver; El Paso, Texas; Kansas City, Mo.; Miami; San Antonio; Tucson, Ariz.; and Yakima, Wash.  REP-RE-FUCKING-SENT (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 29th, 2006
2:26 pm	Who Told You What Language I Speak? This just in ---- I have the same birthday as Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas illustrator Ralph Steadman & the dude who wrote the Wizard of Oz. (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 16th, 2006
3:37 am	Next Case! So here's how the election went down people....props...hahaha Prop. 100 - No bail for illegal immigrants - 78% YESH Prop. 103 - English as state's official language - 74.1% YESH Prop. 105 - Preserve 43,000 acres of state trust lands - 71.5% NO Prop. 106 - Preserve 694,000 acres of state trust lands - 51.4%-NO Prop. 107 - Ban same-sex marriage - 51.8% NO Prop. 200 - $1 million lottery for voters - 66.9% NO Prop. 201 - Ban smoking in restaurants, bars - 54.7 YESH Prop. 202 - Raise minimum wage - 65.2% YESH Prop. 204 - Ban small cages for pigs, calves - 61.8% YESH Prop. 300 - Limit education services for illegal immigrants - 71.5% YESH U.S. House District 1- Republican U.S. House District 5- Democrat U.S. House District 8 - Democrat U.S. Senate- Republican Current Mood: busy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, November 13th, 2006
5:29 pm	Niece "Niece" on Google Video (Comment on this)
Friday, November 3rd, 2006
2:09 pm	JRT Hey excuse me Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job I make forty-something dollars a day I used to be the man in my hometown Until I started to lose my way It all goes back to when I dropped out at school Having fun, I was living the life But now I got a problem with that little white rock See I can't put down the pipe And... It's breaking me down Watching the world spin round While my dreams fall down Is anybody out there? It is breaking me down No more friends around... And my dreams fall down... Is anybody out there? Can anybody out there hear me? 'Cause I can't seem to hear myself Can anybody out there see me? 'Cause I can't seem to see myself... There's gotta be a heaven somewhere Can you save me from this hell? Can anybody out there feel me? 'Cause I can't seem to feel myself Losing my way Keep losing my way... Keep losing my way... Can you help me find my way? Losing my way Keep losing my way Keep losing my way... Can you help me find my way? Now you gotta understand I was a family man I would have done anything for my own But I couldn't get a grip on my new found itch So I ended up all alone I remember where I was when I got my first buzz See I thought I was living the life And the craziest thing is I'll probably never know the color of my daughter's eyes And it is breaking me down Watching the world spin round While me dreams fall down Is anybody out there? It is breaking me down No more friends around... And my dreams fall down... Is anybody out there? Can anybody out there hear me? 'Cause I can't seem to hear myself Can anybody out there see me? 'Cause I can't seem to see myself There's gotta be a heaven somewhere Can you save me from this hell? Can anybody out there feel me? 'Cause I can't seem to feel myself. Losing my way Keep losing my way Keep losing my way Can you help find my way? Losing my way Keep losing my way Keep losing my way Can you help me find my way? Oh my god please forgive me (father hear my prayer) 'Cause I know I've done some wrong in this life If I could do it all again Have just one more chance To take all those wrongs and make them right Can anybody out there hear me? 'Cause I can't seem to hear myself Can anybody out there see me? 'Cause I can't seem to see myself There's gotta be a heaven somewhere Can you save me from this hell Can anybody out there feel me? 'Cause I can't seem to feel myself. Can anybody out there hear me? 'Cause I can't seem to hear myself Can anybody out there see me? 'Cause I can't seem to see myself There's gotta be a heaven somewhere Can you save me from this hell Can anybody out there feel me? 'Cause I can't seem to feel myself Losing my way Keep losing my way Keep losing my way Can you help me find my way? Losing my way Keep losing my way Keep losing my way Can you help me find my way? Current Mood: high (Comment on this)
2:07 pm	Somehow I feel like i've posted this before but oh well.... The first time I saw you I thought that I Would just make another And then I realized that in life you were Just another mirror The first words you spoke were the ones that I Vaguely remember But tied in a knot all the times that we Haven't spent together And is it your face That's got you down? Or is it your mind (mine) When no one's around? (Thinking thoughts of a suicide) And is it your face (mine) That's got you down? Or is it your mind When no one's around? And now when she leaves in the dark Behind amber waves of cancer A stroll in the park is a walk from her Hopes to be a dancer A light at the end of a tunnel that's Been going on forever You don't understand why these people Are looking unfamiliar So take my hand I will walk you around in a mask Why don't you tell me now Is it your face That's got you down? Or is it your mind (mine) When no one's around? (Thinking thoughts of a suicide) And is it your face (mine) That's got you down? Or is it your mind When no one's around? And now when you leave in the dark Inside everybody's answers You're planning a way to abandon us And live your life the way you like Avoiding the urge to go sulk In your remedial appearance But Sara I only expect to see The whole thing a little bit clearer So take my hand I will walk you around in a mask Why don't you tell me now Is it your face That's got you down? Or is it your mind (mine) When no one's around? (Thinking thoughts of a suicide) And is it your face (mine) That's got you down? Or is it your mind When no one's around? So take my hand I will walk you around in a mask Why don't you tell me now Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Monday, August 28th, 2006
4:32 am	Viiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirgo   (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
10:06 pm	Chuck Norris drives an ice cream truck covered in human skulls Well then, we meet again livejournal. & I won't lie...i'm a little high. okay alot. I guess the point I want to make is that Mikey & Laura & usually the only one's to read this...& I love you guys. For reals though...just don't try to steal my dope. Current Mood: high (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 16th, 2006
1:17 pm	YOU WANNA GET LOADED? I'm Detective Sam Francisco & this is my partner MPO Gary Garbowski. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 15th, 2006
5:54 pm	Like a midget @ a urnial...i was going to have to stay on my toes Freedom isn't free, no there's a hefty fuckin' fee (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 14th, 2006
12:15 pm	i'm just gooofin'...new boot goofin' ;) So when I came home last night my mom was like "I thought you were going to the show? Did you get your supply of drugs?" I was all "nah..." & she was like "Then why are you so happy? I'm not as stupid as you think"... she's freakin' me out... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 7th, 2006
12:52 pm	I think we all know what needs to be done... It's best if we don't speak out loud about it, until we have most of them on the trains heading towards the camps. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 1st, 2006
10:42 pm	Neice. http://www.local10.com/news/9447058/detail.html CHECK THAT SHIZNIT OUT. (Comment on this)